At Midnight I will be at the church doing last minute things before we leave for Haiti at 3 am Saturday.  PRAY! ! will have stories!

Die to self

Take up cross

and Follow Jesus!

Ok, I have decided something… although it has been over 2 years since I ‘dated’ anyone…i have decided to continue the not dating spell and look for something a little different… Courtship.. you may say ‘old fashioned’ I say the right way to approach this thing… why else ‘date’… it is to look for the one you are going to marry right? … so courtship is not jumping from one bad relationship to another it is when you give it all to that one person that God has intended. 

I have been dealing with these callings for awhile now, I do not how to act on them. One of the callings is about missions, Do I go to school and prepare that way, or do I just Go and then worry about school. I have no idea what to do, I feel the urge to just go with the gospel. My problem is that I have yet to learn to trust in the Lord completely. The second is something that I do not know what to do with at all. If it is just what I want or what God wants for me. How do I know that it is God and not my own will? I just need to trust, I can say that all day long but doing  it is one thing\ and saying is another. Things are clearer than what they were before but not as clear as I would like.